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feeling better about 38

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feeling better about 38

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Selfie of me on my birthday. Curly brown hair and a short beard and wearing a black Led Zeppelin shirt my son got me for my birthday last year

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We are the morning mushrooms, simultaneously connected to and dependent on a vast underground network from which we emerge, flowering and fruiting, temporary and fleeting, coming and going with each day.

https://write.as/radiantdoubts/we-are-the-morning-mushrooms

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We are the morning mushrooms, simultaneously connected to and dependent on a vast underground network from which we emerge, flowering and fruiting, temporary and fleeting, coming and going with each day.

https://write.as/radiantdoubts/we-are-the-morning-mushrooms

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1/ Thinking more about this sentence from a blog post from a couple months ago:

How we relate to nature is connected to how we relate to people like my brother; what we mean when we say “nature” is connected to what we mean when we say “disability.”

https://write.as/radiantdoubts/disabil ity-in-the-wild

As I read more anthropology, it seems what we mean when we say "nature" is (unsurprisingly) unfixed. And, therefore, what we mean when we say "disabled" or "disability" is also unfixed.

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1/ Thinking more about this sentence from a blog post from a couple months ago:

How we relate to nature is connected to how we relate to people like my brother; what we mean when we say “nature” is connected to what we mean when we say “disability.”

https://write.as/radiantdoubts/disabil ity-in-the-wild

As I read more anthropology, it seems what we mean when we say "nature" is (unsurprisingly) unfixed. And, therefore, what we mean when we say "disabled" or "disability" is also unfixed.

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I have been feeling disoriented this autumn, out of place and time. I had been making attempts to write something since the beginning of October but no matter how hard I tried I couldn't do it. And what made it even worse was the guilt I felt for not being able to pull myself out of it.

In a way, that was exactly the problem: there wasn't anything *I* could do to orient myself, to place myself in time and place again.

https://write.as/radiantdoubts/to-know-and-be-known

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I have been feeling disoriented this autumn, out of place and time. I had been making attempts to write something since the beginning of October but no matter how hard I tried I couldn't do it. And what made it even worse was the guilt I felt for not being able to pull myself out of it.

In a way, that was exactly the problem: there wasn't anything *I* could do to orient myself, to place myself in time and place again.

https://write.as/radiantdoubts/to-know-and-be-known

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I'm late to the game because I don't know what I'm doing, so a brief #introduction:

I take care of my disabled brother full-time and stress about it the rest of the time. When I have the capacity I like to read and think about #Zhuangzi, #Thoreau, #animism, and #indigenousknowledge like the work of Tyson Yunkaporta and VF Cordova. I also drink too much tea (#gongfucha), am a former classical and folk musician, and wish I could sit under more trees

#disability #caregiver #introductions #daoism

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I'm late to the game because I don't know what I'm doing, so a brief #introduction:

I take care of my disabled brother full-time and stress about it the rest of the time. When I have the capacity I like to read and think about #Zhuangzi, #Thoreau, #animism, and #indigenousknowledge like the work of Tyson Yunkaporta and VF Cordova. I also drink too much tea (#gongfucha), am a former classical and folk musician, and wish I could sit under more trees

#disability #caregiver #introductions #daoism